Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Chain of events...

I'm sorry for being so cynical lately. I feel like every other word out of my mouth is bitter and full of hate. My heart is a little jaded.

But tonight, someone helped me put things in perspective. God works so intricately in my life it's ridiculous. People think relationships are an end in themselves, but really, they can be doorways to so many greater things. I recently ended one, and I'm realizing how much good has come from that.

For one, a newfound form of expression, and the future opportunities it brings. I got some perspective, allowing me to see my own selfishness in a new light. And at a party tonight, I was told that this relationship indirectly brought about a change in someone's heart, a new search for the love I so cherish, that is freely given to everyone, and that never falls apart. I feel like God's using me to work on other's hearts, and I'm really humbled and thankful to know that He would allow me to serve Him.

I just want to grow closer. And I want to help others do the same. Because I know how much He loves them, and it makes me so happy to see they recognize it too.

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